21 enero 2007

Make this go on forever

Odio esta época del año. ¿Y quién no? Es curioso, porque al estar de exámenes te unes más a algunas personas con las que apenas tenías trato. El ámbito de estudio crea como un microclima en el que los estudiantes comparten apuntes, desesperación, nervios... Pero el asunto tiene otra cara no tan buena, y es que, a parte de tener que estudiar y jugarte mucho durante estos días, te alejas de otras personas...
Y es que, como no me canso de decir, ¡qué duro es echar de menos a quien tienes al lado! Últimamente siento una gran impotencia por esto, me puede el tenerte cerca y a la vez no tenerte, se me hace tan difícil... Es ahora cuando más te necesito y es cuando menos te siento, te me escapas entre los dedos, y no tengo fuerzas para seguirte.
¿Qué hago entonces? No puedo luchar contra esto, ¿simplemente esperar? ¿Esperar a que sólo sea una mala racha causada por el estrés, o esperar a que los astros se vuelvas a alinear en pro de un futuro mejor juntos?
De nuevo impotencia...
Me consuela saber que no es culpa de nadie. O eso creo...

[ qué duro es quererte, y no poder amarte... ]



Snow Patrol
"Make This Go On Forever"


Please don't let this turn into something it's not
I can only give you everything I've got
I can't be as sorry as you think I should
But I still love you more than anyone else could
All that I keep thinking throughout this whole flight
Is it could take my whole damn life to make this right
This splintered mast I'm holding on won't save me long
Because I know fine well that what I did was wrong
The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you taught me to look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love
We have got through so much worse than this before
What's so different this time that you can't ignore
You say it is much more than just my last mistake
And we should spend some time apart for both our sakes
The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you taught me to look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love
The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you taught me to look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love
And I don't know where to look
My words just break and melt
Please just save me from this darkness
And I don't know where to look
My words just break and melt
Please just save me from this darkness